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but everything here is telling me i should be fine. [Apr. 12th, 2011|05:07 am]
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nothing is ever so terrifying as the silence. the words you don't seem to say in the space. sometimes i just feel like i'm waiting hours for an answer. watching a picture show for any sign of a crack. and then you tell me that i'm crazy because i'm always waiting for this thing to break. and maybe i am. because the truth is, if i ever really saw it... i don't know what i would do.

i think i just don't know how to let things be okay. i wonder how many years it takes before the looming threat of impending doom subsides.


Each time I turn around
There's nothing there at all
So tell me why I feel like
I'm up against a wall
But maybe it's a false alarm
Every answer sounds the same
Just colors bleeding into one
That hasn't got a name
Maybe I can't see
Maybe it's just me

Now the curtain's coming up
The audience is still
I'm struggling to cater for
The space I'm meant to fill
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[User Picture]From: entropicflux
2011-04-25 01:03 pm (UTC)
i dunno. i think it's always there, you just have to learn to be okay with it. everything in it's season, after all.
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[User Picture]From: xxclovergrrlxx
2011-04-27 09:17 pm (UTC)
you're right. i was having a particularly bad time that night but usually i just try to accept the possibility of negative things happening without dwelling on it. it wouldn't be right to pretend that everything is fine either because the world is always in flux. best to just focus your attentions elsewhere...
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